I know it’s been a while. I’ve been meaning to work on blogging but I think it’s just not quite my thing.

I will try to write more to see if I can let out some of my bleeding heart. As those that are friends now know, my beloved, has left her physical form, and now enjoys life in Elysium Fields. She passed away Jan 26th, just past midnight, of liver failure. after a short and very courageous fight with Ovarian (primary) and Liver (secondary) cancer. I don’t know what else to say except that she never left my heart, and will always be there.

Much more I cannot say – but I still hurt, and ache.. and cry. I was there in spirit to her funeral as well, as I did not want to be there with some people present. Thankfully Elfy supplied me with enough information, and played the guitar as I suggested. Elegy, by Leaves Eyes. That was the song.

Gods bless him, as he is the only one I could confide with in RL now. I live a shadow of a person, paranoid about everything.

Gwynn was my sanity.. she was my life.. she was my heart.

I miss you hun!!